Someday

If someday ever comes you'll understand...................right now its just a passing glance....

MAHALO AU'MAKUA

AS USUAL I GIVE THANKS TO HEAVENLY FATHER AND OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST FOR ALL THERE GLORY AND ALL THERE GRACE. FOR IT IS NOT WITH OUT THE BOTH OF THEM THAT I WOULD HAVE NOTHING, I WOULD BE NOTHING. AGAIN, I AM THANKFUL, I AM GRATEFUL AND HUMBLED BY THE BOTH OF THEM HEAVENLY FATHER AND OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.

Yup..Yup.....

THIS TATT WAS DONE BY MY FRIEND RIKKY BOY..OWNER AND ARTIST OF POLYNESIAN TATTOO FACTORY IN HAUULA, HAWAII...I SPORT IT WITH PRIDE AND GLAD TO BE PART OF THE POLYNESIAN HERITAGE.



On the other hand I believe money is the root to all evil. Look at what money did to the goverment in American Samoa they used the billion of dollars that was to be for a Tsunami system. The money was never used for such thing, it was applied towards others things which was uncalled for. Which brings me to money and family. Again a proven point that money is the root to all evils. Money does break a family, money does evil things. When I was a young child my grand mother which I love dearly Rachel Taoni Chang adopted me and left me money so that I would be able to go to college and have a decent living but that never happened. In the beginning I was dissapointed because all the money that was promised never showed up. I did some investigating and turns out that my family used all the money for there own wealth. How money causes jealousy and how I cannot imagine how a own kid there own blood line can take advantage of there own mother. Well, I found out the truth and I know who is responsible for all. But I will not pursue no legal actions they will have to repent, they will face and have to answer come there judgement day. Although money is nice and living will be more comfortable I decided to let there guilt eat them away and I want them to face me and tell me in there own words why they did it......all is all, gone is gone...I prayed so that I can be at peace with all and I am thankful for my prayers have been answered and I believe that in due time blessings will come my way.
Mahalo nui aumakua....mahalo iesu.....aloha no au ia oe..

Dont Know Why

I dont understand why my mother treats me the she does.
I dont know why she always talks down to me.
One thing I know is that she supports my older brother fully
yet she tends to forget that I am her son and that she should treat me like
her son and not like some alien.
Thats ok, as of yesterday I finally did my part and I have done all that I could have.
Now if my mom wants to be apart of my life she has to put forth her effort cause I am done
wasting my time and energy for something pathetic.

"Biggest Regret" By: Alex Distajo

The Only One I think about
Girl I know its My fault
That we are nottogether now
I'd like to show you some how
that I've been so sorry for letting you go
cause I was stupidNow I want you to know
That I'm all by myself
While your with someone else
I will never forgetMy biggest regret
Leaving you, Leaving you, Leaving you, Leaving you
Whoever thought I'd feel this way about a girl
Cause Imma man Who takes a chance
and puts there heart in a twirland now its all coming backhere me
my face Cause I'm all alone and your with someone thats taken my place
But I've Been So sorry for letting you go cause
I was stupid now I want you to know that
I'm all by myselfwhile your with someone else
I will never forgetMy Biggest Regret
Leaving you, Leaving you, Leaving you,
Leaving you Girl I just threw,
away my lifeto take time to realize I had you once
Never again that you will ever be mine
But I'm so sorry for letting you go Cause I was stupid now
I want you to knowThat I'm all by myself
While your with someone else
I will never forgetMy biggest regret Leaving you

Kaena

Anutha day in paradise

Finally Got One

Finally got my 2009 Nissan Titan..Amazing and I am grateful for all the blessings that have been poured my way......

" What Hurts The Most "

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em outI'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even thoughGoin' on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm okayBut that's not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd havin' so much to sayAnd watchin' you walk awayAnd never knowin'What could've beenAnd not seein' that lovin' youIs what I was tryin' to doIt's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I goBut I'm doin' itIt's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm aloneStill harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd havin' so much to say(Much to say)And watchin' you walk awayAnd never knowin'What could've beenAnd not seein' that lovin' youIs what I was tryin' to do, ohOh yeahWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd havin' so much to say(To say)And watchin' you walk awayAnd never knowin'What could've beenAnd not seein' that lovin' youIs what I was tryin' to doNot seein' that lovin' youThat's what I was trying to do, ooo

Sometimes I Just Wonder

Truth be told, that my childhood was not the greatest. Hey, I know alot have it or had it worse than I did...But I would love to travel the world like my brother and sister did, I was given to my grandmother and grandfather when I was a baby from my biological parents. I was told that I was going to inherit alot at the time of my grandparents passing. When that time was reached I did not benefit nothing. Where did it all go? What happened to the thousands of thousands of dollars that was supposed to be mines?
Many years have passed and now I am living with my parents and they think I owe them something? They think they can talk to me the way they do? They actually think they DID something for me? Well reality check what have you done for me lately? Absolutely nothing!!!!!! I am a cancer survivor and I thank god everyday, every chance I have for all his blessings, I thank god for all his glory and most importantly I thank god for all his grace. But, I am human and I do have feelings and I deserve more from my mother and father. They walk around like nothing. They have more concern for my older brothers financial crisis, shit I was in need of love and affection from a mother and father during my cancer battle, but fuck who was there to walk with me and help me my best friend and his wife....I owe them a shit load and I thank god for blessing me with friends like them both. All I got from my mother and father was excuses..." We have no money to fly up there"? Wow, I see the true colors. I thought I was there bloodline but I see that they only cater to the older brother and my sister. NO hard feelings but I still deserve better. I now realize who the most important lady is in my life and it is Aunty Angie cause atleast she did her best in caring for me and she did her best in showing me love and affection during my teenage years.
Well, I can go on and on with this shit but I am just getting all rawled up. I just let this pass and just realize that its the past and just look forward. But this shit still hurts and pisses the fuck outta me....
shoots...going moemoe....

Do What I Can

A new day start and at the end of the day all that has been done will be past.
Life is way to short to stall and think of the many "what if's". Hows about just do!
Alot goes by unoticed however what is noticed is what has been done by you, yourself.
We are all here temporary, its not about who has the nicest car, who has the nicest clothes, how many jewelry you own, or is your earing real of fake. Its not about having the perfect body that you can walk around shirtless, its not about having a baby face that all will adore, its not about how many tattoos you have visible, its not about what race you are, not about your age, not about you! Its about helping others day in and day out. Do what you can, when you can, while you can. It doesnt have to be monetary, the best things is just helping out phyically. Helping them open there car door? Smiling and saying hello. We are all equal. Many are just blessed more than others and thats why we have to Do what we can, when we can, while we can.
Many times all of us are way in tuned to our own divine needs, wants and desires. Which is good, but what if everyone in the world just takes a moment to help another human out. Yes, alot take things for granted, alot are selfish, alot have pride issues but deep in side we all know that the main focus on life is helping each other out. No matter if you are religious person or not, its about helping each other out. Yes, this country is divided by religion, race and politics, but everyone needs to get there head out of there asses and face the music and dance to the same tune. Its a hard task, but soon and very soon all will come to past and in the end....we will all still say....what if we did our part and did what can , when we can, while we can......
Attitude reflects alot of things.......reflections tells true story....now as a human race we all need to do our part and as hard as it is, try our best to be courteous and just do what you can, when you can while you can.....

Anutha day at Kaena Pt...mahalo nui au'makua

Zeahs 3!!! and growin big...

Zeah ackn all buff and stuff....

Zeah turned 3 years old!!!

" Deepest Fear" by: Marriane Williamson

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

He needs no introduction!!!

Cruzn at Kaena Pt...

Hmmmmmmm....

People come in and out of your life, but there will always be that one that will stick with you, there will always be that one that will tell you how it is, there will be that one that will make you shine and there will always be there for the good and bad times.
Those are the ones that you should hold on too, never let them go, if for amoment that you lose touch with them get back in contact and keep it going. In this world today, many lose those geniune people that make the world go round.
Never lose sight of who you are, never lose sight of the definition of friendship, never lose sight of the power of laughter and most importantly the power of prayer to give thanks for all the blessings that have been bestowed upon yourself.
To all of you that I know and hold close, I cherish all of you.

Kaena PT.....Hanapaa!!!!!!

Da arrival at Kaena Pt==chehoo!!!

Da Setups..

Bruddah B's catch....

Hurrahh~ another awesome day

Sup all, cheers to another day. As you can tell by the pix..that was a day at Kaena Pt, me and my bruddah inlaw went 4x4 and fishing..

was pretty nuts, got albus..cheehoo
To all my friends be safe, be happy and enjoy life...live da moment and live it good.

Party with the Ohana'z

Kaena PT

Lyfes Good

Drinkn beer and smokn weed

Hangin with my good friends is all I need

That party last night...on boy..

To all of you..take a day off or two call me up and we go chill...

Its me...

SUP FRIENDS AND FAMILY..IM FINALLY HERE. IM STILL ALIVE AND LIVN LYFE. RESIDING IN HAWAII AND ENJOYING THE HAWAIIAN LYFESTYLE ONCE AGAIN.
THANKFUL FOR ALL THE BLESSINGS THAT HAS BEEN BLESSED UPON ME. FOR THOSE WHO DIDNT KNOW, I AM A CANCER SURVIVOR THIS YEAR MAKES 5 YEARS. ITS BEEN A FKN JOURNEY BUT WITH THE POWER OF PRAYERS AND FAITH I AM STILL ALIVE AND THANKFUL.
STILL SINGLE LOOKING FOR THE LADY BUT ONE DAY WILL CONNECT.
WILL WRITE MORE LATER...TILL THEN...LIVE DA MOMENT.