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Like the heading states, fuck you cancer. I take this fight personal because it has affected my family from the get go. I battled cancer back in 2004, my auntys and uncles, cousins and now its getting real close to home, my mother is battling stage 4 small cell cancer. It is an aggressive cancer which has spread to her brain, bones, neck and airways. Its been a battle since April 2012 but we take it day by day fight by fight. My mom is a fighter so she will continue to swing and swing.
Monday May 14, 2012 was my moms birthday which was also her first day of chemotherapy treatment. She has 6 cycles, this week is her first week. I truely understand what she is going through because I battled the war is in now.
I am also blessed to be alive, day in and day out I give my thanks for another day of life. It is the experiences that will make me stronger and wiser about lifes purposes.
It is through my personal battle with cancer I will stand by my mom and help her get through her battle. Its not going to be easy so I know what to do to help my mom stay strong and remain strong.

Thankful for all his Glory and Grace

Today I am giving thanks for all his glory and all his grace. I do this daily but today I am giving thanks again.

On April 1, 2012 my mother was rushed to Pali Momi ER for head pain and breathing problems. She normally goes to Tripler but this time she went to Pali Momi. Thank goodness cause Pali Momi found the cause of my moms illness. Unfortunately its cancer but with the blessings from Heavenly Father and Lord and Savior Jesus Christ my mother is still alive going to radiation treatments. Its been a very trying month, but i know in my heart that Heavenly Father will not give us anything that we cannot handle. Also remembering that our life is on his time. So if Heavenly Father calls us to come home, we shall go. I must say I am blessed thou, back in 2004 I was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and was given a 50/50 chance. But day in and day out I am very thankfu. I am not perfect but I am learning what life is all about........thank you heavenly father for all your glory and all your grace. ...........